January 2010
help i need somebody
I am getting fatter everyday I will never look like roro. I am nothing. I want to tell him if he deletes that fucking asian bitch that i will be with him. I will give him all of me all i have to give. I am so sure that I am not happy with my life and if i just change one part though I know that I can make myself happy and get the things in life together.
yo
orezident of the chess club
got no love always snubbed
beat up on the buss
yeah you know
all the girls hating cause of my scientfic flow
geeked out
let down staying clear headed
getting up for school was the fun part
the ass whoopings were the things i dreaded
nevertheless it was no contest
i was the best.
til this day i still pass the test
you mc router
try mc can you be louder?
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I am falling apart
losing my self
feeling a draft
strecthing to thin
filling all the lines in
hope springs forth
I smile
hoping to catch the pieces of my silly heart
dont stop trying to make me believe
I hate the idea of what you can be
you fucking lunatic
looking at me making empty
devasting my dreams with despair
looking high and low forgetting no one is there
desperate for truth
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how do i reverse the effects of the dimensional shift. stop using it.
maybe i could get him back if i just reverse the polarity.
if i could say what i want to say
If I said everything i feel
who knows who would stay
if i said I hate the way this skirt fits my waist
would you laugh because you love it anyway
or would u get mad at me because cause i should not have gotten in the first place
time after time
you make me feel just fine
If i could say everything i am feeling
god my brain would be reeling and i could never let u in all the way
you think u...
new years bring more tears
my heart it hurts when i say those words
i feel so real today
unlike my older me
I wonder how far i can go
before the takeover
My lips quiver
when ever you are near me
I love you
but sometimes love hurts
so bring in your new year
with a new love
make sure the old love
never gets to know
Find yourself a friend
to ring your new year in
A man who loves you
and shows his collection
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